She threw a rock at the window and the glass cracked. The rock skipped away from the car and landed in the grass. Wen-ling picked up her bucket and ran. The bucket flew from her hand as she lost her footing on the loose stones in the trail and it clattered down the hillside…kiong, kiong, kiong…bringing every animal and bird in the surrounding countryside to a sudden halt. She stopped and looked around. No one had seen her throw the rock.
She picked up the bucket and continued walking toward the river, carefully choosing her steps this time. The hillside where the car sat was filled with weeds, weed that grew up and entwined around the driveshaft and axles, holding it tightly in place, as if the car might roll away someday and leave the countryside deserted. Wen-ling passed by the car everyday on the way to the river and she resented its lingering presence here.
She stopped to look around. Then she heard it again. A horse stomped the hardened earth near the river, waiting for her to exit the tall succulent grass growing close to the water. Wen-ling approached the horse and reached out with her hand, hoping to caress it, but it reared and ran away.
She turned to the river and filled her bucket. As she walked back up the trail, she stopped by the car once more. She put the bucket down, water sloshing over the side and splashing her leg. She picked up another rock and threw it at the window, but this time she missed. With all the rage she could muster, she swung the bucket back behind her, the handle hard-pressed into her hand, and heaved it forward at the window. It landed on the hood of the vehicle with a dull thump and sent a spray of water out in every direction. The car simply refused to go away.
When Wen-ling went to retrieve the bucket, she noticed something bright just inside the window. It shown in the sun and dazzled her eyes. She leaned closer to see what it was, and suddenly, with the weight of her hand on the glass, the windshield gave way and came crashing down in tiny shards, pieces bouncing on the seat and scattering all over the floor inside. The glass sparkled like diamonds, blinding her for a moment. She screamed, grabbed her bucket and ran away.
Her hand stung as she doused it in the cold river water. She pulled it back out and watched the tiny drops of blood flow onward downstream. Wen-ling dashed her arm into the water again and held back another scream. Slowly, the bleeding stopped and the pain became a mere throbbing sensation in her arm. Then she lay back in the grass and looked up at the sky.
The horse had returned, this time chewing contentedly near her feet. She looked up into its eyes. On its neck were welts where a rope had rubbed the skin raw. She offered the horse some of the grass from her hand and it leaned closer, breathing noisily as it ate. But when she tried to put her hand on the horse’s jaw, it bolted upright and disappeared. She looked onward to where it had gone and only traces of dust stirring in the air along the rounded canyon convinced her that the horse had been real and not just a dream, that and the fading sound of hoofbeats echoing through the tall pines.
That night snow arrived in the countryside. Wen-ling had never seen snow before. It startled her in the morning as she walked toward the river. Across the field a thin white something covered the ground. Even the old car, which she loathed so much, appeared white and shiny and new.
Mei-li had gone ahead to wash clothes. When Wen-ling arrived, she found her sister looking down at the water. A thin layer of ice covered the surface of the river. Wen-ling tapped at it with a stick and it broke apart. She put one foot out and touched the water, then gasped and pulled her foot back. Mei-li picked up the clothes and went home without washing them.
Wen-ling stopped near the old car and looked blankly out across the hillside. Snow covered every green thing. She brushed snow off the weeds, but clearly nothing edible was living there. Usually she gathered herbs to cook for lunch, but today they would have nothing fresh to eat.
That night Pa grew seriously ill. He coughed a lot. Wen-ling and her mother stayed up late, serving him hot cups of ginger soup. But his coughing only worsened. In the morning, Ma told Wen-ling to go out into the woods and find a black chicken. These chickens were the best medicine for a cough, she said. Nothing else would do.
Wen-ling ran carefully across the hill to the trees on the other side of the field where the old car lay silent and dead. She looked for signs of chickens walking in the snow, but found none. Instead, she found something bigger, the footprints of an animal she didn’t know. She followed them for some time and then stopped when her breath made clouds in the air. On the ground, the tracks had changed, some now with red in them. She bent down to touch one. It smelled like blood.
She had never seen a wolf before. The world was changing in some strange way that she knew little about. When she found the wolf tearing into a feast of black chickens, she stopped. In the clearing there were feathers and carcasses everywhere, things killed for no reason, she figured, because a lone animal shouldn’t need to eat so much. The wolf looked up and spied her standing motionless.
Deep in the eyes of the wolf she saw a story of hate. Hate for the world and hate for the cold and hate for a hunger that never went away. Wen-ling knew right away that she should run. This was an animal that could kill her. But Pa was sick. She couldn’t go home without one of the black chickens. Surely there were enough for her to have one.
Without ever turning her eyes away from the wolf, she found a stick by feeling around carefully in the grass. She stretched the stick out slowly to see if she could retrieve the body of one of the chickens. The wolf took a step closer to her and waited. It looked at her curiously. It was curious about what it didn’t understand, and what it didn’t understand was any creature that did not run away.
Wen-ling held the stick over her head this time, waving it like a weapon. She took a step closer and the wolf stepped back. With her free hand she bent down and grabbed the leg of a chicken. It was still warm. She never let her eyes stray from the wolf, although she was beginning to fear for her life. The wolf, sensing this change in Wen-ling, crouched down as if to leap forward and rip her apart. It was time for her to run.
The wolf jumped the moment she turned. She crossed the field like she had never run before. The only thing that slowed the wolf down was the looseness of the snow. It slid down the hill just behind her, then bound forward again, merely a moment behind. Just as she felt the animal snapping at her dress, she reached the car. She leaped on to the hood and dived in through the front window. Glass shards bit at her hands, but she hardly noticed. She crawled into the back of the car and looked for somewhere to hide. The wolf had already bound up on top the hood, looking at her through the front window.
The rear seat fell back and she crawled into the trunk. She heard the wolf scrambling into the window and she pushed the seat into place with her feet and braced her back against the wall. The wolf pounced on the seat, snapping at her feet between the cushions. She still had the stick in her hand and she stabbed at the wolf time and time again. Then, almost fainting from exhaustion, she propped the stick up against the back of the seat. The stick held and the wolf gave up.
She lay quiet, holding her breath. She heard the wolf climb out the front window and move around the car and then she heard it sniffing at the back of the trunk. The frame of the car was still intact and there was no way it could get in from there.
She waited half a day. Finally, when Wen-ling was sure the wolf had moved on, she removed the stick and dropped the seat down. She looked out through the windows of the car on every side before climbing back into the snow. The wolf’s tracks ran away in several directions. It had left and come back again numerous times, waiting for her to leave the safety of the old car. She wasn’t sure how long before it might return again.
Wen-ling picked up the carcass of the chicken where she’d left it on the hillside. In her haste to escape the wolf she’d kept the stick and let go of the bird. She walked home, struggling with every step. When she arrived, Mei-li wrapped her in a towel and gave her something warm to drink. Ma took the bird and cleaned it and cooked it. Pa slept better that night, after eating half the animal and drinking more hot soup.
The next day, the snow was gone. Wen-ling felt stronger again as she walked down the hill to fill her bucket with water. The river was no longer covered in ice and the water tasted sweet. She returned back up the hill and stopped by the old car. It had saved her life.
She looked in the window and once again saw something sparkling in the sun. On the dashboard was a key. She picked it up and walked around to the back of the car. The key fit in the lock and the trunk sprang open with a rusty creak. Her stick was there, inside the rear compartment.
She looked at it closely and noticed the deep impressions that the wolf’s teeth had made. On one end of the stick the bark had been scraped clean away. The gashes from the wolf’s teeth went deep. The stick had nearly snapped in two. Wen-ling took the stick home and showed it to her mother.
She never saw the snow again.